LOVE ???

curi frOm QIQI. LOL..

His Birthday: September 8, 1985

How long have you been together? TOGETHER? hurm.. 1 year and 3months..

How long did you know each other before you got together? a month. LOL!!

What physical features attracted you to him first? His height. His skin colour. his smile. *wink2*

Hair color: black.

Hair style: adesh.. yang ni susa nk explain. wawawawa

How did you know each other? from Mat Top. huhu


RELATIONSHIP STUFF

How serious is it: KINDA

Are you in love?: err.. yeap.

Do your parents like him: i d k.

Does it matter?: suppose to.

Do you trust him? Yes, i do.

Do you like the way he smells: hehe.. ya.

Can you picture having kids with him: yup. a girl>> BASMA. a boy>> dunno yet

Does he have a temper? yes. but i have bigger 1. m i?? lol

Are you happy to be with him: yes.

Does he embarrassed you in public: ALWAYSSSSSSS... nah.. joking.


SOME OTHER STUFF

Does he have any piercings?: its a NO NO.

Does he have any scars that you know of?: yup.. a lots.

Is he a party dude or stay at home kind of guy?: home kind of guy..

Is he Outgoing or Shy? outgoing. he love to try to do new things. =)

Does he love his mama? Yes, anak mak.

Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends? not really. depends la. if he know them, then he'll join us.

Does he sing? yea!!!

Does he snore? i d k.

Do you like his friends? yup2..

Michael

lawi told me.. some says that usually those who have 'MICHAEL' as their 1st, middle or last name is "somebody". like michael shumacher, michael jordan, michael jackson....

ok.. i'm carried away.. i muz say. suddenly all peoples admitting that they loves MJ so much. frankly speaking, i'm not a big fan of him. but i have to say i know almost everything he's been thru, obviously bcoz its on PAPER, in the internet. u know? since he is somebody right?

pedophilia.. gay.. plastic surgeries.. neverland.. bancruptcy.. prince michael I, paris, blanket.. and etc..

since i'm not a fan of him, so i dont really care about all that. really. his life. so what?

but june 25, i must say i'm shocked. he's gone. well i'm waiting "THIS IS IT" concert. i want to c him. is he stil great? is he stil got da move? u know.. i want to really watch MICHAEL JACKSON.
but.. he's gone. May GOD bless him.

it make me watch 1 of his video, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I NEVER WATCH IT !! i cried. YES,,, i cry like watching 1litre of tears. dammit! sob3

few days passes.. still, wenever he's story on the news, i suddenly cry. he is somebody. i look for his biography and stuff. i read all the story. and this is wat i have to say.


at least the past 10years, he's never happy. HE's a grown up man. but his heart, mind.. he is still a kid. yes, he is not normal. ARE WE NORMAL EITHER??? he's growing up in front of thousands eyes since he was 5. can u imagine that? he barely know wat NORMAL is. i'm sure, all his life, he want to make other people happy. and here, i say, HE IS NOT A PEDOPHILE. he loves kids, i mean LOVE=CARE. y? becoz dun get the chance to really been loves and care by a real ADULT! he been in this field (entertaiment) coz he want to change his family life. he did it.

somehow i feel like, everybody that close to him, that he trust, took advantage on his kindness. really. too much too say bcoz i got to know who MICHAEL JACKSON is only after he's gone.

yeah.. shame on me..

n still, i'm crying.. i d k y. =(

i think i love him.

to MJ>> u will owez b in our heart, u've change the world. thats what u want, n u have to know that u've made it. May GOD bless your soul. and now, all this people, wil totally leave u alone. and they will owez remember u and all ur songs.. I LOVE YOU.

its for you, FRIEND....

personal issues>>> DRAMAS!!!

here's the TRUTH, this is what i think about BEING a FRIEND..

"Friendship is always a sweet responsibilty, never an oppourtunity."
- Kahil Gibran

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend."
- Albert Camus

"Strangers are just friends waiting to happen." – Steve

"I can trust my friends. These people force me to examine, encourage me to grow."
-Cher

"I can doubt my friends, but I can believe in our friendship."

"You are you and I am I,
You do your thing and I'll do mine,
and if in the end we meet up together,
it is beautiful."
-Boy Meets World

and this is what i'm expecting FRIENDS should be and should DO..

"Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare
False friends are like leaves, found everywhere."
- Anoymous

"Everyone is a friend, until they prove otherwise."

"Treat people as if they were what they ought to be and you help them to become what they are capable of being."
-Goethe

i hope YOU (my friends) can truly and sincerely accept ME as ur FRIEND. and i have to say dat i agree with this, hope u will too..

"Love doesn't make the world go round, it makes the ride worthwhile." -F.P. Jones

"All our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us."
-The Wonder Years

"We laughed
until we had to cry.
We gave love,
right down to our last goodbye.
We were the best
we thought we'd ever be
Just you and me,
for just a moment...

"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back."
-Barbara DeAngelis

last but not least......

"My wish upon this shooting star is that your heart be happy."
-Gilbert

"IF YOU TREAT YOUR FRIEND AS THEY SHOULD BE, THEY WILL BECOME ONE OF THE CROWD. IF YOU TREAT YOUR FRIEND AS THEY OUGHT TO BE TREATED, THEY WILL BECOME AN INDIVIDUAL."

ABDI

makin kita tercari-cari diri
makin kita kenal dengan budi pekerti
yang mudah sangat tergelincir jadi abdi.

ada sape2 faham???

tonight i feel very2 sad.. very2.
rase useless. alone.
ntahla... everything seems..... MESSED UP.
i dont know why.

THEY hate me. LOATH, dats d word.
but THEY r all i HAVE.
without them, i rather die.
without them, i cant find the meaning of LIFE.
but now they turning their back. refuse to let me explain wats going on.

what shud i DO now?
what shud i SAY?
what shud i think of?
where shud i head to?

too many questions... but

THERE IS NO ANSWER..

and the quotes.. it means.

"kalau nak kenal Allah, kau kenal la kekasihnya yakni Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. kalau kau nak kenal Nabi Muhammad, kau kenal la diri kau.."

sebab ape bile kita kenal diri kita sbenarnya..
kita kenal ape itu baik dan ape itu jahat..

fitrah manusia bukan utk buat jahat tapi sentiasa berlaku baik..

so kalau fitrah manusia tu baik.. maka Nabi itu manusia yang terbaik..
kalau Nabi itu manusia yang terbaik.. maka yang menciptanya adalah YANG MAHA TERBAIK..

so kite perlu ada and kenal budi pekerti.
"tergelincir la jadi abdi", sebab kite ni hambaNYA..

now i feel a lil relief... i wish i can sleep now n not having bad dreams, AGAIN.

aminnn...

> weekend >

lambat update. huhu...

last weekend, i spent it with my big sis, kak win, her hubby and the kids, hassan, lana, n liyana.

didnt see them for almost 6months, since the kids got school and stuff. now they r having their summer break til october. yay!!!!!!!!!!

ouh.. i went there with Lawi. he got to get to know my brother in law and of course my big sis.
so he got to talk in arabic wit my bro... (i know he miss doing dat)
he got to play wit the cutest kids in the world. (dats my nephew n my nieces..MINE <dats wat liyana love to say. haha)
but he didnt spend the nyte with us (obviously he CANT!).
he went back home after SHISHAING with fareed, k.win, k.aini n her hubby (my bro in law frens)..


so the next day...

we walk to PAVILLION, KLCC... window shopping. huhu
buy something..
went back to the hotel.
change.
heading to the swimming pool.
floating>>>> teach lana how to float >> and liyana too coz she wil do anything dat her sis n bro does. aihhh..
swimming

at nyte...

*watching SMALLVILLE>>>> lana was so excited bcoz of LANA LANG. duhhh
*games>>>> 1,2,3 game (Lawi teach diz game to the kids n they'r ADDICTED to it!! mannnn)
*song>>>> ur my hunny bun sugarplum pumpy yumpy yumpkin, u're my sweetie pie.. yada3... (lana makes me sing this all nyte long. liyana keep dancing. haha.. so cute..)
**ouh.. we ate KFC. heheh

the next day...

*late for breakfast...
*check out.
*went to KL Sentral.
*K.win and Fareed dcide to go back to JB by train.
*too many probs turn up, but at last, its DONE!
*they get in the train to johore bahru at 2pm, n i'm in RAPIDKL to shah alam at 2.15pm. lucky me. =)

its a great weekend... fiuhhhhhhhh

i'm INNOCENT

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.Then post as you're __% innocent.

01. Smoked
02. Drank alcohol.
03. Cried when someone died.
04. Been drunk.
05. Had sex.
06. Been to a concert.
07. Gotten/given a hand job.
08. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
09. Flirted
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 97%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 87%

31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Made beans.
40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 80%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 77%

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Made spicy beans.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed Goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 74%

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 68%

71. Been caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 64%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 57%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Left a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 51%

Having FUN!!!

the view of Tasik Shah Alam









with Mutawalli at Jusco Bukit Tinggi watching TRANSFORMERS

23rd of June '09

.. I'm Back!!! ..

salam.. its been a while.

my blogspot.. i 4get my p’word. haha but nOw i remember it. lol!

so here i m again, blogging.

topic for today will b about SURVEYS..

u noe, surveys dat we do n post it as a bulletin.

silly questions and stupid answers.

guess wat? i’m 1 of those who loves to do it.

y did i do it? like i got nothing else 2do?

well wen i’m infront of my lappy, i’m on the line.

wats on d line? friendster,myspace,tagged,facebook,twitter and lots more.

all these social grOup web are full wit people wit different views and of course acts

some wil make d surveys questions, some wil answers.

so what? its cyber world. u cant stop them. if u dont like it? terminate all ur acc in any social group so u wil not BERGELUMANG DGN DOSE n TAK TERBACA JAWAPAN BODOH ORANG LAEN.

i noe u have a good intention, i respect dat.

it jz d way u express it. its WRONG.

i totally agree wit u.

dari sebok jawab soalan2 survey tu, ade lg baek bwt bnda2 b’manfaat and stuff.

i agree. diz is wat i think, (i jela, other ppl,i d k)

its for fun.

xkn spnjg mase nk ngadap bku n stuff.

its not dat i forget my role as a “Khalifah Allah” d muka bumi ni.

it just, i hv my own stupid acts. n i’m not doing any harm.

sorry.. this post is a respond to a post by a FRIEND.

i’m still ur friend, n i hope someday u’ll b able 2 accept me as a friend SEIKHLASNYA. =)

ouh..if u r damn afraid terbace org laen punye stupid answers (since u kate surveys if bodoh and dose), i suggest u stop joining any social group web since its FULL wit STUPIDITY.

that shud b all. salam..