APRIL '10

hye~~~
yeah2..i didnt update my blog for a longggggggggggggg time.
too bz+ lazinesss~~~

so..
let jz say..
life have been OKAY,so far.
sure theres many problems tho.like owez (financial probs,friendship,love life,family,WORK)...
i just dont have the idea on how to put it all down...

FINANCIAL
***there is HUGE increase (rent) in my so called 2nd home in shah alam (triple than usual) !!! due to PAIP BOCOR~~~
***need lotsa money this month since its my final months here in shah alam and DEMC. need to buy SOMETHING for those in our department. ("-.-)

FRIENDSHIP
***met many of my primary n highschool classmates, HAPPY!!!!! (even thru FB.hehehe)

LOVE LIFE
***going SMOOTH....going nice and steady with the flow.
*** in <3 (^^,)

FAMILY
***those in JB miss me so much.hahah! i miss them too. LIKE CRAAAAAAAAAAAAZY!!!
***wishing this would last FOREVER~~~

WORK
***final week in DEMC. (shud be ended on April 16)
***have to replace 4days due to MC's,so i'll only goin back to JB after 20. **sob3**


so...WHAT ELSE?????

ouh.....its APRIL okay??
i mean, APRIL.
GOT IT??
thehehehehehehe


mode>> SO DAMN EXCITED

Abah and Mak!

i miss them. seriously. more than ever. worry about them. i d k y...

i didnt go back to JB like more than 2months. abah keep calling n askin me to come back to JB. but i said i cant, due to my part time job b4 my class starts next week (17th Aug)..

n there's some personal conflict that i had this past few months... i just dont have the guts to go back to JB. i rather stay here n finish my school 1st. then i wil go back to JB n bring my DIPLOMA. so my parents wil b happy. thats my plan. but now.. i d k..

abah text me yesterday, "abah d hospital, buat radiotherapy yang 1st out of 25sessions,kena buat tiap2 hari"

then i call, abah with mak. he's driving on his own to the hospital. i cried. if only i'm in JB.. my sis bz with her job. my bro din have the license yet...
n abah also said, Mak's blood pressure is high its 205 over 90. i wuz like, WHAT??????!!! dat is DAMN high. normal is 120 over 80. i didnt talk to mak for 2months also, merajuk i muz say. n now i really want to talk to her, i'm so worry. but i d k wat to say so i said to abah, "kirim salam mak, cakap kat mak jgn tension2". dats it. i d k wat more to say... ='(

after that i end up crying for the whole nyte. i d k wat to do. half hearted. i want to go home, but my ego said "NO". i really dunno wat to do.

i'm so sad. no. i'm really2 sad... =(

Mak Abah, Dya minta maaf lame tak balik. taknak susakn abah. n taknak buat mak risau. Dya ok kat sini. Dya blaja elok2, Dya janji. Dya janji akan buat Mak Abah bangga dengan Dya. Dya janji takkan kecewakan Mak Abah. Dya janji. Dya minta maaf if ada klakuan Dya buat Mak Abah kecil hati. Dya minta maaf. harap Mak Abah doakn kjayaan Dya slalu. Dya doakn Mak Abah sehat sentiasa. aminnnn..

exhausted+MISSING

i already work for a week now..

tired. nO... exhausted i muz say.

but its ok, i can manage dat. =)

ouh.. abah called justnow.

i miss him. worry.

n i miss mak too. i d k wat to say anymore.

just..



I MISS U..

... shOcking event!! ...

this is 1 of my dad's car, but its my favourite 1.. n its gone, a month ago.. huhu
my dad admitted to hospital, and the car was left outside the house for.. like 2months. maybe thats lead to this... poor car. huhu

the story, 1 nyte (the nyte my dad was home after 2months in hospital).
around 2am, my dad want to go out to buy handyplaster for his wound,
but my mom didnt let him and ask my brothers, AFIQ and ADEK(twin) to go.
they drove the car to 7e, as soon as they arrived home, **BOOM!!** n explosion from the engine.
both of them running out from the car and less than a minute, the car are all in fire.. =(
my bro's wallet, money, id, the handyplaster are all gone too..

shock. sad. yet i feel thankful to GOD that both of my brothers are okay.
i thank GOD cause its not my dad who went out that nyte.
ALHAMDULILLAH...

... exausted ...

goshhhh.. what a week.... its not ending yet, so i'll just let myself dying in it.. huhu

CARDIORESPIRATORY 2 Practical Exam, 7th of April, went just OKAY laaaa...
there's 3 station, i screw up in the 3rd station under Puan Fairuz (my greatest lecturer so far>> she's very strict but at the same time,mother-like). i got this question, i have to make 5problems listing and what treatment should i apply? when i'm about to list out the problems,

LOVELY LECTURER >> "just go to the treatments"
BLANKY BLANK REBUNG >> "err.. okay"

the truth is, i accidently became blank. i have to list the problems 1st, then i can think of the treatment. but now, I"M TOTALLY BLANK!!!! =( so, i can't do it. i don't relly answer the question in the 3rd station. =( =( =(

station 1 & 2? the best stations since it takes me to converse with my patient and test my skill on handling stethoscope and spyghmanometer(the blood pressure measurement stuff). and i can say, I'M GREAT in it!!!

ouh.. n i forgot to wish my sister 21st birthday.. sorry Nis, been really busy studying. sorry????

dear, HANIS...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to u..
wish u be a better and a wiser person.
may u got all the things u wanted in life..
(well, its a long way to go, but please don't stop, just keep on moving..)
Happy birthday....

and in addition!!

owh... there's some more reasons.

at last...Afiq take his SPM result,what did he get?? NOT TELLING!!! it just not bad, but somehow it is quite disappointing. it's okay, he'll be fine.

and ABAH!!!! =P wo xiang ni, Abah. =) he will be out from the hospital around next week. Alhamdulillah...

Z.J, he accept my apology, and willing to be friends again. Thanks. =)
and J, stop calling me "si gendut" ha. or i'll kick your ***. lols. now i'm writing about u again. haha
silly u! J sien!

.. siblings.. HEART THEM ALL...

my big sis.. yet, she's lil shorter than me, and people keep saying that i'm the big sis!!!


















Afiq.... Twin1.... Twin2....



Putri, REBUNG, Ayap.



>>>>>REALLY MISS THEM!!!<<<<<

... Abah&Afiq ...

afiq is my brother, he's 18. called him just now, asking for his SPM result..

>> aku tak ambil lagi laaa... budak2 cuti kannnn... next week laaa.. >>

he quit his job already.. since 15 of March. (got to know about it, 2hour ago...)
he ask me to get back to JB a.s.a.p....

hari2 aku jenguk Abah. dia dah okay. dah boleh makan sikit2. tapi Abah muntah2. kau balik lah. semalam luka operation Abah terbuka, banyak darah keluar. ntah macamana la doctor jaga abah.
ni kembar (i have twin brothers) buat hal, kau balik lah. pening kepala aku nak handle rumah.

hmmhh, i have a big sis tho. but she's too busy with her job. my mom is busy taking care of my dad in the hospital. and my other siblings, Afiq have to handle them. i got another 2bro's(the twin, 17), a lil sis(14) and a lil bro(13)... too hard for him to handle ryte? the housechores.. everything.


FIQ... i'll be back as soon as i've done my final exam this end of April. just hold on.
GOD.. please lighten the burden a little bit. show me the best way to go. keep me in track.
REBUNG.. study! study!! study!!!

. . . ABAH . . .

salam…

dunno where 2 start.. ok. my abah saket. he got prostate cancer and already had 2 surgeries, the 3rd was on 12th of march. like 2days ago..

this 1 connect direct from his kidney... gOt 2 of it. for the left and the right. it's urine, sometime it consist blood. the blood which backflow from his bladder..

and this 1, from his prostate and bladder....yup... it's blood. it's totally blood.is it hurts? yes, abah said it hurts. =,(

dya sayang abah.. sayang sangat. hope u'll b just fine. i'll always pray that u soon can leave the hospital. i know u get damn bored already, it's almost 2months, aite??? it's okay Bah, as long as u will be healthy again.