aku PELIK~

aku PELIK dengan manusia yang SAMPAI HATI.

aku PELIK dengan manusia yang BANGGA & RIAK dengan pengalaman yang tiada ERTI yang PASTI.

aku PELIK dengan manusia yang sanggup BERSENGKANG MATA untuk 'berbincang' hampir SETIAP HARI.

aku PELIK dengan manusia yang BAGUS tapi selalu lupa untuk MUHASABAH diri sendiri.

1>> lau kne batang idong ko?? AGAK2LA sikit**

2>> 1 je komen aku, BASI! **

3>> if ada faedah, xpe. bikin KAYA, xpe. siyes~~**

4>> riak itu tidak bagusss~~~**

aku ni hanye mengejar kejayaan, kebahagiaan dan kesejahteraan hidup.

kadang aku terKHILAF juge.

hanya 1pesanku untuk dirimu, TOLONG JANGAN KAU MINTA DIRI KAU DI BENCI AKU ATAU ORANG2 DI SEKELILING MU~

ikhlas,

SI AKU~~

M.E.R.D.E.K.A

hype!! a long time huh??? i mean, since the last time i'm blogging. LOL

really10000 busy. with clinical training~~

ouh.. i have COMPLETE my 30weeks of training!!!

and just did my practical exam yesterday.

guess what??? MERDEKA means A LOT to me now. heheh

hows the practical exam???

went OKAY la.. **can't bluff laaaa.. show off

ngeeeeee~~

my feeling at the moment??? a bit relief~

yet have reports, logbooks and case studies to work on.

when i settle all 3, HEAD OVER HILL!!!!

yieeehhhhaaaaaaaaaaa~~~

so, do pray for me ya i really do appreciate it. SO MUCH!

THANKSSS!!!!

...figure & shape...

NADIA >> awak, swimming bgos untuk figure kite ea??? ** u,is swimming is good for our figure??**

LAWI >> yela, ape saye x penah bgtau awak sblom ni? ** yea, like I never told U before?**

NADIA >> then how do u explain the whales??? ;p

LAWI >> they were built in that figure.

NADIA >> so I must be in shape la???

LAWI >> every human should la.thats y ade fitness class and gyms.

NADIA >> ok2, ROUND is a shape too, kan???

LAWI >> yup.. usually it refers to muscles n not lipid fat tho..

NADIA >> ("-.-) =.=!!

... USED vs. LOVED ...

come across this post from my friend's blog. THANKS Min!

**xdenye ak brani nk tampo ko. n i wil pray for u to b a prime minister. LOL. *i will!

friends, do read~

A story of life...

While a man was polishing his new car,
his 4 yr old son picked up a stone
and scratched lines on the side of the car.



In anger, the man took the child’s hand
and hit it many times not realizing
he was using a wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers
due to multiple fractures.

When the child saw his father…..
with painful eyes he asked, ‘Dad when will my fingers grow back?’
The man was so hurt and speechless;
he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.

Devastated by his own actions….. .
sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches;
the child had written ‘LOVE YOU DAD’.

Anger and Love have no limits;
choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely
life & remember this:
Things are to be used and people are to be loved.
The problem in today’s world is
that people are used while things are loved.

Let’s try always to keep this thought in mind:
Things are to be used,
People are to be loved.

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character;
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES...

what a talented guy~

kinda in love with this guy.

he MOVED me. hehe

watch it guys!

you just a kid & u barely know how exactly the WORLD is spinning

i actually upset at this moment..
peoples.. are unpredictable. their heart, mind.
tend to be GOOD in front of us, but behind us?? GOD knows~~

I have to say I AM NO GOOD but I AM NOT THAT BAD.. (well BAD is very subjective~~)
I trust almost nobody. and I have concrete reasons for that. don't blame me.

so let me start..
get to know an innocent girl 1 year back. a freshie.
help her by showing her around our place in Shah Alam n etc.
advised her on how to run a proper life in this new place.we're quit close at 1st.
i help her with study, assignments, test...

after few months, she's joining a group.
and she started to change.
trying to be just like other people in the group.
she bcomes such a rude, selfish, arrogant (MISS PERFECTO WHO KNOWS EVERYTHING)~~
erm.. i just say that she bcome a LOSER and POSER. sorry kid.

for the last few months we're not really talking to each other due to some personal issues.
and I'm the kind who dont give a SH%& to people who talking behind my back. but when it comes to my ear from a very convincing sources/peoples, U'l see my true colors.

few nights ago a friend asked, do i realized that THE GIRL has changed?
well,sure i did. so that friend tells me 1 after 1 thing that THE GIRL said behind my back.
i'm shocked, PISSED OFF!! grrr

1>> betul ke kak nad tu royalty??
2>> if betul, kenapa umah dia biasa2 je??
3>> betul ke kak nad tu pandai sangat??

and some other stuff too.

well dear, my answers would be;

1>> my 1st name should tell you EVERYTHING. ouh.. mayb u r TOO STU#@& to see it. and if i'm not pun, apa kau nak sibuk kan?? duhhh..
2>> alahaiiii... okay, i'm living in a double storeys house, a corner lot. ouh, and my PARENTS own IT. and u know what, for details, DO COME OVER and see it with your own EYES. u r WELCOME to my HEAVEN. ;D
3>> am I that clever??? what a stupid question. WHO HELPED u in ur study for the past 1 year? wanna see my result slip? or my SPM certificate? okay, i admit, I AM NOT THAT BRIGHT but.. I AM 10x CLEVER THAN YOU. and u know that kiddo. loserrrr~~

haishh.. adik, i've been patient for almost 5months now.
but what u said behind my back, thats really hurts. ur lucky that i'm FAR here. if not...

here what i want to say, (IT HARSH, but its FACTS) accept it.

1>> r u now living in ur parents house? or it just ur dad's?
2>> the money u have, is it all yours?
3>> do u have FRIENDS???
4>> when are you going to LEARN??

dik, akak tau akak pn ade silap but akak xpnah m'aibkan adik.
kekayaan and ksenangan adik bkn milik adik, tp milik adik2 tiri adik. tolong sedar.
jgn nak kutuk orang, cermin diri tu.
at least kn dik, akak x batak jantan, and x jakun naik kete import.
ouh.. maybe adik xtau, ayah akak hanya bawak BMW, Mercedes and Volvo.
akak tak penah bangga dgn nama yang akak ada, akak b'syukur di lahirkan bertuah.
ape la ade pd nama if dada ni KOSONG dik? nama tu x kmane.. mcm kkayaan jgk. kaya tp bodoh, mcmane nk maintain kaya kn?
n dgr kate adik nk stop blaja kt sana sbb dpt tawaran lg bgus ( bgosla klau btol), kt tmpt bru tu nanti, bwk2la brubah and sedar diri ye?
paling penting, mulut tu jage, bg wangi sikit. muke cantik tp mulut busuk, x gune dik oi.
awak muda lg,so jgn la b'lagak dgn akak2 and abang2 yg ada skrg. jgn smpai ktorg benci.
semua org pn da mnyampah dgn sikap prasan bgos, prasan pandai adik tu.
u have to accept that u cant compare urself with us, ur NOBODY.
so mould a new character and attitude, a GOOD 1. and u'll be FINE.

INSYA'ALLAH~~


ikhlas....

TAMAN SINAR HARAPAN K.K.B

ok..skip the post about my birthday..
erm,mayb a bit la. hehe
i celebrate it with my love. thanx to YOU. love u.
n to all my friends,thanx 4 d wishes~~

now i'm in KKB,doin my training here for the next 2months starting May,3rd.
so...what shud i say?i mean about this new place..

new house... i feel calm.. PEACE. ;p

erm,TSH KKB, here ,they put those OKU people (mostly bedridden with Cerebral palsy and autism) and all we can do for them is maintaining their present condition.
ouh..n got some mental patient (the aggressive 1) huhu

so... do pray for my safety here ya?

thanx!!!

14 APRIL 2010

hehe..me very the gewdixx at the moment. CANT HELP IT!! ha ha

act,I'm kinda worry...about him going for his training later on June.
this GF,the KUAT JELES 1 keep thinking that;
**he might forget about me.
**he might repeat the same mistake he did (lied 2me cz afraid that i will get upset n worry like DA&* crazy)
**he might find some1 better than me. ( and obviously,sure ADA la kan? sob3 )

he fetched me from the hospital this evening.then we had dinner together.
so i took that chance to tell him bout my worries. AS ALL ABOVE~~

and like always he m'bebel about the famous OLD ME..... BUT
then he smile and said, "saya pergi training,so THATS IT,nak kerja dah lepas tu kan.."..

and me?? a bit LEGA laaa... just a bit. heheh

after that he took me for a ride,jalan2 je.
in the car he hold my hand and said, 'saya sayang awak, Nadia'..
n i was like... SUKE3!!!!!
i appreciate it dear. i know its hard for u to really say those 3words.
n for today,i keep it in this blog.

wish this would last.
wish we get thru all obstacles n finally be 2geta.

AMINN~~~