my life is FULL with drama

Koo Boon Hou aka Xiao Bao...

handsome isn't he? he's no here anymore.. May God bless him. rest in peace my dear..

he's my highscool classmate, since form 4 til form 5... okay, i have a crush on him. he's really cute..

i used to;

REBUNG>> morning xiao bao!!! ni hen suai oh. (u'r handsome), like always.. =)
Xiao Bao>> morning.. ** blushing**, xie xie ni.. (thank you.)

Ang Li Yun, my classmate, drop a comment on my friendster page. i suddenly remember Xiao Bao. u know, chinese are very close to each other. whenever i think about 1 of my chinese classmate, i'll end up remember all of them.. =) i really2 miss them..


but Xiao Bao, i remember him the most.. his smile... his voices.. his blushing cheeks. the way he teased me. i just miss him. in fact, i love him. yeah.. love him.... =(

he's a prefect, he sit in front of me in the class. he's not talkative, very quiet 1. but he always talk to me (cause i make him to. =) ). i always push my table towards his chair, so whenever he need to move or get up from his chair, he'd say...

>> REBUNG.. ni haaaaa!!! aihhhh.. ni hen fei! (Rebung.. you haaa..... aihhh.. you're so fat!)

and then we laughed.

haha.. i did that everyday.. everyday.. i miss you. i really do.
he always help me in my Modern and Add Math exercises and i help him in his Malay and English exercises..

then we had SPM, holiday, work..... and the result came out.

i went to school, i want to meet him (and of course to take my result.). he's not there. i asked my other chinese classmates, they said that xiao bao is sick. but i know that he got 9 A's in the exam. yeah.. he's handsome and brilliant. that's why i like him a lot.

the end of March '07, i heard that he's taking form 6 in a Boys school in JB. and at the same time, going back and forth from JB to Singapore to do his chemotherapy... he had a brain tumor.
shocking.. really shocking.. =(

he did came to my house on Hari Raya, he don't look like he is sick. he talks a lots. i just.. shock. u know? i'm sad...

April 'o7, i did met him several times, in the mall. he's with his form 6 classmate. i cant go n meet him since i'm working... i only look at him. he seems... handsome. like always. and healthy.

July' 07.. i'm in Unisel, Shah Alam... since i saw him at the mall few months back, i never thought that something bad is going to happen to him.

after a month in Unisel, i got a message in my friendster account, from Li Yun. she asked me to get back to JB, to pay my last respect to Xiao Bao.

>>> he's dead???? no. he cant be. he cant be!!!! <<<

but he is.. he's gone.. =,( Xiao bao...

now. he's no longer around.. all that i got left is, the memories.. i miss him a lot. i love him too.

last nyte i had a dream, about him... he came to my house, Hari Raya.. with Siang Choon and Fook Thai. from my house, we're heading to another friend's house. Fook Thai is driving, Siang Choon sit next to him. me? at the back.. with Xiao Bao.....

we talked... we laughed... and he said something.. he said he loves me. haha.. yeah,it's silly. maybe i think about him a lot. but i don't care. i get the chance to meet him. that's what important!

Xiao Bao, i really do miss you.. u will always be in my heart. always....