... shOcking event!! ...

this is 1 of my dad's car, but its my favourite 1.. n its gone, a month ago.. huhu
my dad admitted to hospital, and the car was left outside the house for.. like 2months. maybe thats lead to this... poor car. huhu

the story, 1 nyte (the nyte my dad was home after 2months in hospital).
around 2am, my dad want to go out to buy handyplaster for his wound,
but my mom didnt let him and ask my brothers, AFIQ and ADEK(twin) to go.
they drove the car to 7e, as soon as they arrived home, **BOOM!!** n explosion from the engine.
both of them running out from the car and less than a minute, the car are all in fire.. =(
my bro's wallet, money, id, the handyplaster are all gone too..

shock. sad. yet i feel thankful to GOD that both of my brothers are okay.
i thank GOD cause its not my dad who went out that nyte.
ALHAMDULILLAH...

... exam 1>> JAPANESE ...

huhu.. yup, my 1st examination paper for this term is Japanese 1.. ZLU blablabla. lols
on 26th of April, 2.30pm. (yeah.. its on Sunday, crazy people<<> CRAZY.

i have to remember all the Katagana and Hiragana characters, prepositions, numbers, greetings, months, days, and etc. huhu..

and i have to know how to write in down in hiragana and katagana!! gOshhhh!!!!

lack of sleep, but alhamdulillah, there's only 1 part that i cant answer. huhu. the greetings. i d k what " SEND MY REGARD TO EVERYONE" in Japanese. huhu.. i only know 'MINNA' is for everyone.. huhu. ok.. thats it. i've done it. no more Japanese. lols

thanks to Ajizu Sensei. i don't really like Japanese, but bcoz of u, i learn to like them, n i like their culture. thanks to u for that. =)

... Happy 20th Birthday!!!!...

22nd of April..

happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me, REBUNG....
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..... =)

i wish this year will be one of the greatest year (better than last year,a year before that and a year before that. lols)...

wish some of my dreams will come true (since 1 of my dream has slipped away.. =( but its ok. life must go on)

to my all my dearest friends>> thanks for the wishes, the prayers and gift.
KOTAK>> the 1st person to wish.. SING?? hehe
Kak Rose>> for the entry upon my birthday.. gee.. THANKS!!!!
Lawi>> cake and chocolate and the present. i appreciate it. thanks friend!!

again.. THANKS!!!!!!!

... u used to ...

i'm doing well so far. its not easy. Ratna, ni nko punya pasal asyik sebut2 nama dia, maka sedikit sebanyak, aku teringat. aku mampu senyum jela. tak daya nak buat apa2. patah kata Abang Megat>> NKO NI MEMANG TAKDE PERASAAN EA???

lols.. a'ah. aku takde perasaan. if ada sekali pun, ada yang nampak? ada yang faham? (mari gelak sama2. wakakaka)

masa jungle tracking, teringat dia. he loves nature so much, but now i'm in the jungle doing the adventure, on my own. terfikir, if i tell him my experience, mau dia buat muka, jealous, merajuk, marah. i d k.
apa lagi yang mampu aku buat? SENYUM saje.. =)

life is hard. LOVE sucks. FRIENDSHIP last forever. am i right?? =)

ouh.. another shocking event. his ex, after more than a year i'm trying to b friends with her, at last she's the 1 who want to be friends! i'm suprise, she rejected me like.. TRILLIONS time! and now, after EVERYTHING, she wanted to be friend.

LIFE IS FULL OF SUPRISES!!!

apa lagi aku mampu buat? senyum saje.. =)

so, i accept it. i just hope my life will not be miserable anymore.

friends, thats all i need for now...

this is for you, you used to make it real. =) thanks for the memories.

You Make It Real

There's so much craziness surrounding me,
There's so much going on it gets hard to breath
When all my faith has gone you, bring it back to me,
You make it real for me

Well I'm not sure of my priorities,
I've lost sight of where I’m meant to be
And like holy water washing over me,
You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me

Everybody's talking in words I don't understand,
You got to be the only one, who knows just who I am
And you're shining in the distance,
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place that I want to be is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more I have to learn,
But if you're here with me, I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere, somewhere I can learn,
You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,
Cause you are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me

... TRAINER or MOTIVATOR?? ...

just got back from camping (3days and 2nights)..
at Sungai Congkak, Selangor. being a trainer (there's 5 of us me, Shuq aka Ekang, Mazni aka Putih, Muz aka Kechik, Wan).
117 students from MGS, (yeah.. they're all girls, from form 1 til 5)

well i expect things going to be tough, u know, girls... fiuhhh...
but guess i'm wrong, they're okay. not that bad. some of themis too hard for me to handle. but over all, i'm fine and i guess they're fine. yeah, i made some of them cried. its fun!!! haha.
sorry... i'm dOing my jOb.

and i'm really tired. i'm the only girl (trainer), the other 3 is the (motivator), so i'm doing so many hard work. gOshhh... (penat gilerrrrrr!!!!), not enough sleep, not even have time to eat. well i did some of the motivator work, i gave them a moral talk. so they did see the other part of me, the "baik" 1 (cause i can't raise my voice, no cursing n stuff. just advise and a little threats , so.. i did just okay..).

ouh.. ya.. meet new friends again!!



lin+me+liza


kak Shuq+kak Kechik

didn't really take pixx, didn't get the chance. so.. thats all for now.
i had a good weekend!!

ouh.. now i'm wOndering, i'm better in training people or in motivating people... which 1 should i be in the next camp??

... move on ...

my status>> SINGLE & SWINGER. lols

yup, its true and i'm pretty sure that its really over now. i really don't want him anymore and i already start seeing another guy.

"a week, and thats it??"

well, yeah, the sooner the better.
i can't stand the pain and i can't stand being alone.
u can call me whatever u want, BITCH, SLUT, CHEAP or whatsoever. i don't give a damn. why?? cause you're not my guy, you're NOBODY. so i'm okay with it. =)

p/s>> I'VE TOLD YOU,IF I'M STARTING SEEING ANOTHER GUY, IT MEANS THERE IS NO TURNING BACK. SO, LETS MOVE ON AND BEYOND!!! =)

... Do You Agree??? ...

i came across this statement in a magazine. and somehOw, i agree with it. what abOut you??

Lelaki memberikan CINTA, untuk mendapatkan segala-galanya.

Perempuan memberikan segala-galanya, untuk mendapatkan CINTA...

Man gave their LOVE, to get everything.

Woman gave up everything, just to get LOVE..

... 12th of APRIL>> crazy day!! ...

went to Sungai Congkak for the 1st time. yay!!!!! guess what, pukul 4.30am tu g sana. haha!!!

ratna promise me a chalet to sleep, and she lied!!! eeeee!!! i slept in a hut, on a tree!!!! huh... with the bugs and everything. and no blanket!!

kotak lak, takutkan pasal lintah and pacat. messagenya berbunyi begini:

"tahukah anda pacat@lintah sejenis binatang yang boleh panjat pokok dan suka hisap darah budak perempuan"

hampeh punye kawan!! huhu =,( i end up, didn't sleep!!!!!

and next morning, at 8am, doing the senaman pagi with the kids. ouh.. i met lots of new friends. happy!!

Seha & Nana>> Unisel students
K.Chu Ai, K.Sabah, K.Tdong (tak ingat name, so letak nama glamour je)>> UPSI
Danial>> Cousin Ratna (handsOme.. uuu. lols)
Amirul>> Anak ayam baru menetas..
Abu>> Abu Hurairah name penuhnye.. terkedu skejap.
Abg Jamal>> funny gila mamat ni, sporting abis!
Abg Comel, Abg Ganu>> UPSI gak..
fun. diorang sangat sporting and gila!! nanti jumpa lagi!! yay2!!!

sangat happy malam tu aka last night. makan ramai2, borak sampai nyaris bertumbuk (tak dapat explain because... terlalu complicated).. tapi, semua okay la.

so.. another day ended. and i think i'm doing just fine.
ouh.. kotak, guys memang lampi kan?? korang memang teruk! hahah seb baek Nisang half lelaki.

yang penting, i'm so happy. EMBRACE THE PRESENT... yea!!!

tapi.. tak ambil gambar.. kenapa?? handphone tak charge. lols. takpe, next time ada la. =D