... u used to ...

i'm doing well so far. its not easy. Ratna, ni nko punya pasal asyik sebut2 nama dia, maka sedikit sebanyak, aku teringat. aku mampu senyum jela. tak daya nak buat apa2. patah kata Abang Megat>> NKO NI MEMANG TAKDE PERASAAN EA???

lols.. a'ah. aku takde perasaan. if ada sekali pun, ada yang nampak? ada yang faham? (mari gelak sama2. wakakaka)

masa jungle tracking, teringat dia. he loves nature so much, but now i'm in the jungle doing the adventure, on my own. terfikir, if i tell him my experience, mau dia buat muka, jealous, merajuk, marah. i d k.
apa lagi yang mampu aku buat? SENYUM saje.. =)

life is hard. LOVE sucks. FRIENDSHIP last forever. am i right?? =)

ouh.. another shocking event. his ex, after more than a year i'm trying to b friends with her, at last she's the 1 who want to be friends! i'm suprise, she rejected me like.. TRILLIONS time! and now, after EVERYTHING, she wanted to be friend.

LIFE IS FULL OF SUPRISES!!!

apa lagi aku mampu buat? senyum saje.. =)

so, i accept it. i just hope my life will not be miserable anymore.

friends, thats all i need for now...

this is for you, you used to make it real. =) thanks for the memories.

You Make It Real

There's so much craziness surrounding me,
There's so much going on it gets hard to breath
When all my faith has gone you, bring it back to me,
You make it real for me

Well I'm not sure of my priorities,
I've lost sight of where I’m meant to be
And like holy water washing over me,
You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me

Everybody's talking in words I don't understand,
You got to be the only one, who knows just who I am
And you're shining in the distance,
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place that I want to be is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more I have to learn,
But if you're here with me, I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere, somewhere I can learn,
You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,
Cause you are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me