THE RULES!!!

1. The female always makes the rules
2. The rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification.
3. No male can possibly know all the rules.
4. If the female suspects the MALE know all the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules.
5. The female is never wrong.
6. If the female is wrong, it is due to a misunderstanding which was a result of something the male did or said wrong.
7. The male must apologize immediately for causing said misunderstanding.
8. The female may change her mind at any time.
9. The male must never change his mind without the express written consent of the female.
10. The female has every right to be angry or upset at any time.
11. The male must remain calm at all times unless the female wants him to be angry or upset.
12. The female must, under no circumstances, let the male know whether or not she wants him to be angry and/or upset.
13. The male is expected to mind read at all times.
14. Any attempt to document the rules could result in bodily harm.
15. If the female has PMS, all the rules are null and void.
16. The female is ready when she is ready.
17. The male must be ready at all time.
18. The male who doesn't abide by the rules can't take the heat, lacks backbone, and is a wimp.

.. UPS and DOWNS ..

in a fight, broke up and like always, we get back together.. AGAIN.

yup. wenever we get in a fight, we end up maki2, n blaming each other. telling ourself, 'THATS IT!!' not going to get back or give u another chance. u know? the EMO me... =)

ouh this time, i thought he got another girl, too afraid that he'll 'kantoi' so he digging up the past & put all the blame on me. i was like "Y ALL THE SUDDEN U GET UPSET? PMS?". after few days, went to see his click, IZ. from Iz i got to know that he actually jealous. DAMMIT!! is it so hard to say that ur jealous????

thats him. always make things complicated.

then i met him, dinner, talk, heart to heart. EASY isnt it? just tell me la sayang, jangan tibe2 nak ngamok, mngalahkan saya PMS.



p/s.. Y after all i've been through, all the pain, I still get back with him? FAITH. coz i have faith in him.

i love you...

.... break ....

its Unisel semester break, going to register for the new term on august 12-14...

work... i'm doing okay. yeah its a tough job yet since i need money so i'm willing to do it as long as it didnt put myself in trouble. =)

ouh..btw, my boss is a chinese. she always ask me, "r u tired? go take 5 laa.. then get back to work!" ngaaaaaaaaa...
she said, nowadays everybody wants lotsa money. she's right. and she also said, you want money you have to work hard, play hard. if you work but you dont feel tired, you'll get money but you'll never get rich.

THINK THINK THINK


p/s.. BILE LOAN NAK MASOK????!!!

exhausted+MISSING

i already work for a week now..

tired. nO... exhausted i muz say.

but its ok, i can manage dat. =)

ouh.. abah called justnow.

i miss him. worry.

n i miss mak too. i d k wat to say anymore.

just..



I MISS U..

LOVE ???

curi frOm QIQI. LOL..

His Birthday: September 8, 1985

How long have you been together? TOGETHER? hurm.. 1 year and 3months..

How long did you know each other before you got together? a month. LOL!!

What physical features attracted you to him first? His height. His skin colour. his smile. *wink2*

Hair color: black.

Hair style: adesh.. yang ni susa nk explain. wawawawa

How did you know each other? from Mat Top. huhu


RELATIONSHIP STUFF

How serious is it: KINDA

Are you in love?: err.. yeap.

Do your parents like him: i d k.

Does it matter?: suppose to.

Do you trust him? Yes, i do.

Do you like the way he smells: hehe.. ya.

Can you picture having kids with him: yup. a girl>> BASMA. a boy>> dunno yet

Does he have a temper? yes. but i have bigger 1. m i?? lol

Are you happy to be with him: yes.

Does he embarrassed you in public: ALWAYSSSSSSS... nah.. joking.


SOME OTHER STUFF

Does he have any piercings?: its a NO NO.

Does he have any scars that you know of?: yup.. a lots.

Is he a party dude or stay at home kind of guy?: home kind of guy..

Is he Outgoing or Shy? outgoing. he love to try to do new things. =)

Does he love his mama? Yes, anak mak.

Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends? not really. depends la. if he know them, then he'll join us.

Does he sing? yea!!!

Does he snore? i d k.

Do you like his friends? yup2..

Michael

lawi told me.. some says that usually those who have 'MICHAEL' as their 1st, middle or last name is "somebody". like michael shumacher, michael jordan, michael jackson....

ok.. i'm carried away.. i muz say. suddenly all peoples admitting that they loves MJ so much. frankly speaking, i'm not a big fan of him. but i have to say i know almost everything he's been thru, obviously bcoz its on PAPER, in the internet. u know? since he is somebody right?

pedophilia.. gay.. plastic surgeries.. neverland.. bancruptcy.. prince michael I, paris, blanket.. and etc..

since i'm not a fan of him, so i dont really care about all that. really. his life. so what?

but june 25, i must say i'm shocked. he's gone. well i'm waiting "THIS IS IT" concert. i want to c him. is he stil great? is he stil got da move? u know.. i want to really watch MICHAEL JACKSON.
but.. he's gone. May GOD bless him.

it make me watch 1 of his video, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I NEVER WATCH IT !! i cried. YES,,, i cry like watching 1litre of tears. dammit! sob3

few days passes.. still, wenever he's story on the news, i suddenly cry. he is somebody. i look for his biography and stuff. i read all the story. and this is wat i have to say.


at least the past 10years, he's never happy. HE's a grown up man. but his heart, mind.. he is still a kid. yes, he is not normal. ARE WE NORMAL EITHER??? he's growing up in front of thousands eyes since he was 5. can u imagine that? he barely know wat NORMAL is. i'm sure, all his life, he want to make other people happy. and here, i say, HE IS NOT A PEDOPHILE. he loves kids, i mean LOVE=CARE. y? becoz dun get the chance to really been loves and care by a real ADULT! he been in this field (entertaiment) coz he want to change his family life. he did it.

somehow i feel like, everybody that close to him, that he trust, took advantage on his kindness. really. too much too say bcoz i got to know who MICHAEL JACKSON is only after he's gone.

yeah.. shame on me..

n still, i'm crying.. i d k y. =(

i think i love him.

to MJ>> u will owez b in our heart, u've change the world. thats what u want, n u have to know that u've made it. May GOD bless your soul. and now, all this people, wil totally leave u alone. and they will owez remember u and all ur songs.. I LOVE YOU.

its for you, FRIEND....

personal issues>>> DRAMAS!!!

here's the TRUTH, this is what i think about BEING a FRIEND..

"Friendship is always a sweet responsibilty, never an oppourtunity."
- Kahil Gibran

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend."
- Albert Camus

"Strangers are just friends waiting to happen." – Steve

"I can trust my friends. These people force me to examine, encourage me to grow."
-Cher

"I can doubt my friends, but I can believe in our friendship."

"You are you and I am I,
You do your thing and I'll do mine,
and if in the end we meet up together,
it is beautiful."
-Boy Meets World

and this is what i'm expecting FRIENDS should be and should DO..

"Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare
False friends are like leaves, found everywhere."
- Anoymous

"Everyone is a friend, until they prove otherwise."

"Treat people as if they were what they ought to be and you help them to become what they are capable of being."
-Goethe

i hope YOU (my friends) can truly and sincerely accept ME as ur FRIEND. and i have to say dat i agree with this, hope u will too..

"Love doesn't make the world go round, it makes the ride worthwhile." -F.P. Jones

"All our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us."
-The Wonder Years

"We laughed
until we had to cry.
We gave love,
right down to our last goodbye.
We were the best
we thought we'd ever be
Just you and me,
for just a moment...

"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back."
-Barbara DeAngelis

last but not least......

"My wish upon this shooting star is that your heart be happy."
-Gilbert

"IF YOU TREAT YOUR FRIEND AS THEY SHOULD BE, THEY WILL BECOME ONE OF THE CROWD. IF YOU TREAT YOUR FRIEND AS THEY OUGHT TO BE TREATED, THEY WILL BECOME AN INDIVIDUAL."

ABDI

makin kita tercari-cari diri
makin kita kenal dengan budi pekerti
yang mudah sangat tergelincir jadi abdi.

ada sape2 faham???

tonight i feel very2 sad.. very2.
rase useless. alone.
ntahla... everything seems..... MESSED UP.
i dont know why.

THEY hate me. LOATH, dats d word.
but THEY r all i HAVE.
without them, i rather die.
without them, i cant find the meaning of LIFE.
but now they turning their back. refuse to let me explain wats going on.

what shud i DO now?
what shud i SAY?
what shud i think of?
where shud i head to?

too many questions... but

THERE IS NO ANSWER..

and the quotes.. it means.

"kalau nak kenal Allah, kau kenal la kekasihnya yakni Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. kalau kau nak kenal Nabi Muhammad, kau kenal la diri kau.."

sebab ape bile kita kenal diri kita sbenarnya..
kita kenal ape itu baik dan ape itu jahat..

fitrah manusia bukan utk buat jahat tapi sentiasa berlaku baik..

so kalau fitrah manusia tu baik.. maka Nabi itu manusia yang terbaik..
kalau Nabi itu manusia yang terbaik.. maka yang menciptanya adalah YANG MAHA TERBAIK..

so kite perlu ada and kenal budi pekerti.
"tergelincir la jadi abdi", sebab kite ni hambaNYA..

now i feel a lil relief... i wish i can sleep now n not having bad dreams, AGAIN.

aminnn...

> weekend >

lambat update. huhu...

last weekend, i spent it with my big sis, kak win, her hubby and the kids, hassan, lana, n liyana.

didnt see them for almost 6months, since the kids got school and stuff. now they r having their summer break til october. yay!!!!!!!!!!

ouh.. i went there with Lawi. he got to get to know my brother in law and of course my big sis.
so he got to talk in arabic wit my bro... (i know he miss doing dat)
he got to play wit the cutest kids in the world. (dats my nephew n my nieces..MINE <dats wat liyana love to say. haha)
but he didnt spend the nyte with us (obviously he CANT!).
he went back home after SHISHAING with fareed, k.win, k.aini n her hubby (my bro in law frens)..


so the next day...

we walk to PAVILLION, KLCC... window shopping. huhu
buy something..
went back to the hotel.
change.
heading to the swimming pool.
floating>>>> teach lana how to float >> and liyana too coz she wil do anything dat her sis n bro does. aihhh..
swimming

at nyte...

*watching SMALLVILLE>>>> lana was so excited bcoz of LANA LANG. duhhh
*games>>>> 1,2,3 game (Lawi teach diz game to the kids n they'r ADDICTED to it!! mannnn)
*song>>>> ur my hunny bun sugarplum pumpy yumpy yumpkin, u're my sweetie pie.. yada3... (lana makes me sing this all nyte long. liyana keep dancing. haha.. so cute..)
**ouh.. we ate KFC. heheh

the next day...

*late for breakfast...
*check out.
*went to KL Sentral.
*K.win and Fareed dcide to go back to JB by train.
*too many probs turn up, but at last, its DONE!
*they get in the train to johore bahru at 2pm, n i'm in RAPIDKL to shah alam at 2.15pm. lucky me. =)

its a great weekend... fiuhhhhhhhh